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one to lose the hope of escaping it. Pure fear causes the action of flight or, combined with the emotion of hope, becomes anger and so causes one to fight the impending evil. Anxiety "moves" in the direction of inactivity, as escape seems less possible. Thenext step is called acedia, the medieval name for depression, the contemporary "common cold" of the psyche, when movement ceases, as the overcoming of the evil is perceived to beimpossible. To put it simply, fear leads to anger or flight, sorrow leads to anxiety, and then to depression.

Now it is entirely likely that in any given unhappy situation, foreseen or endured, all of the emotions will be atwork. Still it is helpful to distinguish them so that their negative effects can be eliminated. What is the sign of anxiety? It is atendency to an inability to act. So what is the cure for worry, at least in part? Taking action, when it is rational and moral to doso. "Don't just stand there...!" The "scared rabbit" stillness of the worrier is his greatest foe. Pray, talk, write, work, sleep, think,confront, punish, reward, quit, join, ask, refuse, mend, break,laugh, cry, eat, fast, run, walk, but DO something which is areasonable, moral, and feasible response to your anxiety. Worry is conquered by action, and action destroys the root of depression.

Most of all though, rejoice, for joy and delight in one's good are the opposite of the sorrow at one's evils which causes worry. Deliberate, intentional rejoicing, instead of restricting the soul's scope to the "narrow escape" of worry, broadens one's perception of a situation, by shining the light of good things on the evils which bring us sorrow and cause us anxiety and depression. Immediate gratification of the sense to dull the pain of anxiety is not the enjoyment meant here. This may be a very incidental and even legitimate remedy, but it cannot cure worry, but only postpone its pain with an unrelated pleasure. Rather, confront worry on the high ground. Count your blessings, give thanks for the good things you do have, give thanks for the good things God will draw out of your present troubles. Then ACT!

True joy can be a choice, even in the midst of difficulties. Job said, "Even if He kill me, still would I praiseHim." Remember the words of Saint Paul regarding thesufferings of our Divine Lord: "For the joy that was set beforeHim, He endured the cross." Our Lord was afraid, even"sorrowful unto death", but He never showed the immobilitywhich is the fruit of anxiety, He kept on moving toward that joy which was won at the price of His Blood. Sometimes He will askus to follow Him there, too. Does the thought of the carrying of your cross make you anxious? Don't worry about it, just carry itand remember Christ's words of joy, not to a man of the law, butto a crucified lawbreaker: "This day you shall be with Me in Paradise."

From Saint Thomas More's Writings:

"Still moved by fear borne of daughterly affection, Meg objected that it would soon be too late for More to change his mind.

He replied, "Too late, daughter Margaret? I beseech our Lord that, if I ever make such a change, it may be too late indeed. For well l know the change cannot be good for my soul....And therefore I pray God that in this world l never approve of such change. For as much as I take harm here, I shall at least that much less therefore when I go from here...

"Mistrust Him, Meg, will I not, even though I feel myself faint Indeed, although I should feel my fear even to the point of overthrowing me, yet shall I remember how St. Peter, with a blast of wind, began to sink for his faint faith, and shall do as he did-call upon Christ and pray Him to help. And then I trust He shall set His holy hand unto me, and in the stormy seas, hold me up from drowning...

"And finally, Margaret, this I know well, that without my fault He will not let me be lost... Therefore, my own gooddaughter, ever trouble your mind over anything that ever shall happen to me in this world Nothing can come but what God wills. And I make Myself very sure that whatsoever that be, even if it seems ever so bad a sight, it shall indeed be the best...

"Serve God and be merry and rejoice in Him. And if anything happens to me that you would not approve, pray to God for me, but trouble not yourself: as I shall full heartily pray for us all that we may meet together in heaven where we shall be merry revert.. "

Wegemer, Gerard B. Thomas More: A Portrait of Courage* Scepter Publishers (1995) page 180-1
*Available through Paulist Press (Costa Mesa) and St. Ioseph Radio (Orange)

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